I have been blind for too long already

And I don't think i can handle this anymore.

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Wow. I've been working on this for ages xD
Actually i don't know how to feel. First I didn't want this to be vent but it turned into anyway.

Currently it's like this: Just in this moment everything's alright, and in the next one, WOOOOSH, I could cry.
And then there are those confusing dreams all the time, and the fact that i feel so shitty alone.
I'd love nothing more than to escape from all this, cause i think i never felt so lost before. Worser, yes. but ahhh I don't know.
I thought about it all day, for finding a good description for this, but I'm just not able to describe how i feel.
Just so..
alone.

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